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Earthkeeper, Spellbreaker, and Somatic Deconstruction Coach for the multidimensional beings, rainbow fairies, and binary breaking baddies ready to break the spells of cultural conditioning and step into their wild, holy power.
There is a powerful spell on the collective.
From the moment our souls enter our bodies on Earth, we are told how to be.
We are given a name and assigned a gender.
We are told how to act, what to believe, and what "success" looks like.
The rules are laid out for us: graduate college, marry someone of the opposite sex, get a job, have a few kids, and eventually retire.
This programming is like a spell that lulls us into a deep sleep.
We start to believe that this is all life on Earth is...
work, reproduce, buy things you don't need, die
The destructive spell of colonial and patriarchal programming lives in your body
A body and self that is programmed inside a system built on fear, control, and conditional belonging is a fragile, dependent self (and I believe that is by design).
The beliefs you have inherited through these systems are like spells that keep you small, compliant, and cut off from the truth of who you actually are.
Such as...
The belief that you are fundamentally impure
The belief that who you love makes you an abomination
The belief that it is selfish to stand fully in your power
The belief that the feminine is something to be suppressed
The belief that the 'one true God' is male, violent, and oppressive
This indoctrination doesn't disappear when you leave the church or start your spiritual journey.
It lives in the nervous system and will keep running the show in the background until the body gets to tell its side of the story.
Inauthenticity is the original sin
Not your queerness. Not your desires, your wildness, your femininity, or the parts of you that don't fit neatly inside anyone's idea of who you "should" be. The only thing that ever truly needed to go was the performance of someone you were never meant to be.
When the spell begins to break...
Your animal intuition comes online as you learn to trust yourself again
Your capacity to feel pleasure increases as you release guilt and shame
You reconnect with the wisdom that is all around you - in nature, your body, the erotic, and your creative life force energy
You let yourself feel that you are a part of it all, not separate or in dominion over
Your spiritual gifts come alive as you reconnect with your soul's wisdom
You start letting the full, multi-dimensional truth of who you are take up space. You no longer make choices out of fear, shame, or unworthiness.
Your wild self is waiting to be brought out of the shadows and into the light
Ways to work with me:
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Somatic Reclamation: Rewilding for Religious Trauma Survivors
A group program for reprogramming fear-based beliefs and experiencing somatic reclamation after religious trauma.
Somatic Deconstruction Workshops
Get in touch if you'd like me to facilitate a somatic workshop at your next event or retreat.
Reclaiming my truth after religious trauma and spiritual abuse
I grew up fully indoctrinated in a mega church and Christian school. At 18 I came out as queer, left the church, and spent the next several years on a journey of self-actualization.
What I didn't realize was that along the way I had traded one form of indoctrination for another. When I was abused inside a plant medicine community I had trusted as home, I finally had to ask myself: why do I keep giving my power away?
The answer wasn't found in a new practice or a better teacher. I had to acknowledge the ways in which I had been taught to live my life through the lens of fear, shame, and the belief that I am born unworthy and in need of "saving".
When I started waking up at 3am with a racing heart and my stomach in knots, I realized the religious trauma wasn't just happening on the level of the mind - it was imprinted in my nervous system, fascia, and cellular memory.
These painful experiences are what brought me to my life's work as a Somatic Deconstruction Coach, facilitator, and advocate for the dismantling of oppressive systems and structures that reinforce ideologies that separate us from our humanity, our connection to the Earth, and our collective wellbeing.
